Kinda Wish You Were Gay

I sometimes kinda wish you were gay.

Like Miss Eilish says,

but not in the same type of way. 

How many times

have you fantasized

about me?

Dreamed of me

or I just popped in your head?

Do you miss my kisses?

Do you think of me in bed?

You can have them anytime.

Every day,

every night.

Every hour.

Every minute.

All you got to do

is admit it. 

You kinda wish

you were gay too,

don’t you?

Maybe not gay,

but don’t lie..

You kinda wish

you were

mine

sometimes. 

I’ve always been

yours

for damn sure. 

Sometimes

I feel like

I can’t take it no more.

I can’t realistically get over you. 

I obsess over,

worship and

adore you. 

There’s not a mothafuckin thing

I wouldn’t do for you. 

So if the only way

I can show my love

is to let you be

happy

and

not gay..

I’ll sit my ass down

and leave it that way. 

But you’re on my mind

all day, everyday.

I can't deny

Couldn't to you

anyway

I can’t help it.

Like Billie said,

I just kinda wish

you were gay.