ATTENTION
Not intended for younger audiences. Discretion is advised.
I address dark issues because they exist, and if we sweep them under the rug, they always will.
When I'm trying to work, I have to offer up my mental space to another time and place. If my thoughts fill it, I can't communicate with that place. I have nowhere to host it, to receive it.
So, I free-write to get my thoughts tight. Bundled-up, they are easier to accommodate, easier to assimilate and antiquate. They can be folded into the details of the work. It helps to make it more real, easier to feel. It's me in there that you're becoming aware of. I mean, of course there are also parts of you if I know and love you because you are inevitably a part of me. I apologize if you've felt judged; I judged you inadvertently before I learned how not to judge me. I've been too involved with myself to see that you were seeing so much of you in me. I agree, we are so much alike, all of us, in the mist of our magnificent diversity, but we can't forget how we were raised. Were any two of us even possibly raised exactly the same way? The answers hell no. No fuckin way. We all came in a different way, in a different order, on a different day, in different weather among different stressors. Read up on some twin studies if you want to see what I really mean. Ain't no justice in demeaning each other’s inner infant. I think it's time we stopped giving ourselves and each other such a hard time. I'm learning to embrace forgiveness, channeling the numinous luminosity within us, and handin' out permanent passes to pass the time.
Numen inset. Namaste
