She Said

She said she doesn’t feel the same

and to be honest

not a single thing else need be said

It’s my job now to

make distance

between us

once

again

This is where I hit that wall

I don’t know what to do now

I don’t know

I just don’t fuckin know

I keep asking for help

the way they say you

should

It ain’t doin no good

I’d let it go

if I could

who wouldn’t

unrequited love

fuckin sucks

I can’t even escape her in my sleep

I feel her around me in my dreams

I wake up

and she’s on the top of mind

and the tip of my tongue

Show me how to get past this one.

It’s been time

I moved

on

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For now

There’s always that one thang

Back on my bullshit

like H.E.R. and Jhene

I guess

It’s for the best

Do you remember me?

Cuz I remember you.

How your laugh makes me laugh too.

How you smile is my favorite proof

That there is a God

who favored me too

cuz he put me in the same

fucking room as you

I find it difficult to let go of the best I’ve ever known

Can’t let her go? Then let it be

Turn your focus solely on me.

My manifestation into the unknown me

waiting at the destination of victory

Let’s get it

Time to win this

I’m my singular focus from this moment on folks